Last Night...

Last night, unable to sleep i wandered into a part of my past,
an knowingly unknown territory for me, for a past few years.
The part i really want to forget, but i just can seem to let go.
So, lets not stretch this part any further...
Am talking about my first love, which i really wanted to flourish,
but i could do nothing.
Me and her gave many chances to our relationship to be back on track,
but nothing saved it.
After 4 years of struggling to keep up, it all ended.
With that ended the struggle, which i think only i was doing.
She never showed any signs of that struggle, but always said that
she wants this going.
How many days was i going to try and revive the ties?
After the break-up happened, i had vowed not establish
any sort of contact with her.
But then being my first and only love, how can I forget her?

Thinking and thinking, I happened to pen down a poem, which
Describes what I really want to do.
The struggle to keep her out of my life, the struggle to wash away her thoughts.
The poem is called Toss And Turn.
Read on...

I toss and turn in my sleep

Thoughts of you in my mind

Slowly creep

Your indifference

Gets me so

I can’t just seem to let them go

Your warmth

Your tight embrace

Your smiling face

They haunt my thoughts

I can’t forget

I still haven’t heard from you yet

My friends console

Tell me to move on

I can’t seem to let go

Your lack of care

Your silence

Were you ever there

I toss and turn in my sleep

Thoughts of you in my mind

Slowly creep...